People disgust me. Thoroughly to the point to where I don't give a fuck about them any more. What's relative about family besides blood? The ones who actually give a shit, will pick up the phone. Won't use you or throw you to the curb when their boyfriend comes over and you're the 3rd wheel. So here I am sitting with my cousin's computer on my lap, about to punch a motherfucking wall since I'm apparently invisible to them. If her little sister was not home, and out with her parents, I'm mostly sure they'd be having sex like crazy. I'd be the one hearing the yells of just another...
So, tell me why I decide to bite my lip and not go crazy on their motherfucking asses. I do not know, but I'd motherfucking like to. I'm not that person unless I really despise you. I need to stand up for myself. This weekend was the last straw. I have a way with failure to fulfill my needs and wishes, which now is driving me insane. So Ladies and Gentlemen, feast your eyes on something you don't see too often out of me.
To those who know me dearly well, be prepared for something you might not have seen coming. Not saying I'm going to say fuck you to everything or you, but this is it THE MOTHERFUCKING END OF ALL THIS BULLSHIT STRESSING ME OUT TO THE POINT OF NO RETURN. I've been hurt too many times. Time for my time to change, not for anyone else but my motherfucking self for once. In the mean time, go put some clothes on.
So, tell me why I decide to bite my lip and not go crazy on their motherfucking asses. I do not know, but I'd motherfucking like to. I'm not that person unless I really despise you. I need to stand up for myself. This weekend was the last straw. I have a way with failure to fulfill my needs and wishes, which now is driving me insane. So Ladies and Gentlemen, feast your eyes on something you don't see too often out of me.
ohh shit son.
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GOOD FOR YOU!!!!