This is to everyone.

I've came to the conclusion, people suck. Everyone does. Most of my friends do, to be perfectly honest. A person that'll just say hello in the hallway, yeah you're not like a true friend to me so whatever. I've been fading away from some people and reluctantly growing closer with others. Though no one cares to text, call, make PLANS with me, ever. So honestly I'm done. I'm at the point where, why the fuck should I give you a second or third, or fourth, fifth, sixth, seventh, bullshit endless chances? HUH? Give me a reason. I was stuck home friday night, most of saturday too. I've come to the conclusion that I'll give you one more shot. You blow it, you're done. Straight up how it's going to be. I won't be here waiting.
'I miss you ! We need to chill soon ! '
Yeah ok sure. Does that ever work, NO !
People give me that shit all the time. They do it because they couldn't find anyone else to hang out with. I try and try and all I do is get a smack in the face.
I try to carry on convorsations that you'll give one or two word answers to and I just say, you know what, fuck you too. You know that all of you have your cellular devices within a few meter radius, and you all know it, and you all can pick up the phone for maybe 20 minutes out of your 'busy' lives and give me a call or some sort of way to check if my pulse is still going.
I talked to some other people and realized it wasn't only me. So you know what, this is it. I'll try to get in contact with you fools one more time, and if you try to blow me off, or not talk to me anymore, that's your deal.
Don't come crawling back to me, expecting me to be here because I won't. I'll be long gone.
So there it is. I'm in my ' Identity vs. Confusion' stage.
I'm getting closer to identity, and man oh man, you guys really haven't got a clue on who I am and who you're dealing with.
xo.