Silly me, and I was so Naive.

So once again back at square one, she never learned. Don't you realize once you've lost all your true friends, that you've done something silly and wrong? Though you can never man up to what you say which makes you look like a dumbass even more ! Hah, get over yourself hun, stop trying to flatter yourself. You look immature as hell and one of our friends came to me telling me she can't hear it anymore, I mean don't you get it you dumb bitch? Obvi. not.
Anyways, she'll get her's. I had a dream the other night, where I was standing in line to buy flowers for Valentine's Day and someone cut through the line, like I was at the middle of this line, and this arrogant bitch shoved through right infront of me and continued walking. I shoved her back real hard and I got introuble. So here's what I think of it. I think it was Lisa, coming out of NO WHERE to start a problem, while I was waiting patiently in line to buy some flowers. So what happens the next day ?! I have to go hunt her down that morning and confront that bitch. I can't believe I had one of those premonitions, but in a dream format in a different situation. Amazing how dreams DO some how relate to you. Remember, as soon as you wake up you have only 10 seconds to catch that dream, or else it's gone.
I think I've came to the conclusion that I'm too paranoid. I'm going to meditate daily, and sleep way more. I'll go to school, come home and meditate some days, or maybe everyday, then eat and chill for a while, then go to sleep. That'll be my life unless I make plans.
Other than that; that's it for now.
xo.