Arrogance and Foolishness

ar⋅ro⋅gance 
–noun
offensive display of superiority or self-importance; overbearing pride.
fool·ish
-adj.
Lacking or exhibiting a lack of good sense or judgment; silly: foolish remarks.
Resulting from stupidity or misinformation; unwise.
People interfere with their opinions in tough situations too much. I mean when you come to them with a problem, they help you resolve it, but by ending either a friendship or relationship, I mean come on now. That's really fucking arrogant, and foolish.
It's not the end of the world, everyone between friends and boyfriends/girlfriends. There are going to be conflicts, many of which can become catastrophic, and why they are, is because they aren't thought thoroughly enough. Especially if you only know your side of the story and go running with it, and ofcoarse they're going to agree, some will tell you if you're wrong, depends on the person though.
When you have something going, maybe for a while, and to end it of something silly and arrogantly, it really shows that some people are still immature and don't want to believe it.
Don't get me wrong, I have tendancies to be immature at times, though I'm working on growing my knowledge and learning how to handle things correctly. If your friends really say to end something over something so silly, maybe you need to get advice elsewhere, because when I go to some of my friends when I have a problem with a friend, but they don't say, oh go tell them to fuck off, they try to help me see the other person's side of the story and I tell them how I'm feeling and I get a lot out, and you know what, I feel so much better and silly for getting all worked up for something so silly and lame.
Ladies and Gentlmen, today I've finally discovered where arrogance and foolishness get you, ABSOLUTELY NO WHERE. So I think a few times before I confront the person about something so I know my story is straight.
Apparently I've had a shit day, but there you go, something to leave you thinking about and understanding another person's side of the story.
xo

3 Day Weekend

So far my weekend has been going pretty good. I'm glad Sammmmmmmmiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiii got to come down and spend the weekend(: Tomorrow she's going home, which SUCKS. Then I'll be all alone yet again but yeah the beginning of this weekend sucked with silly beyond STUPID petty fights. Though I realized how much jealousy of other people piss me off. Obvi. Jealousy doesn't sit well with me. I can't tolerate silly things turning into catastrophic fights that lead NO WHERE. Over something so stupid, some people can never admit they're at fault, or they apologize without them meaning it. Though I think I'm growing more mature, and taking responisbility. I'm not so happy with myself, though I try to see the day through. I want some new friends, NOT REPLACING THE GREAT ONES I HAVE<3 It would be nice to have some more and meet new people and actually get out there and have a great time. So I've learned a lot of how I shouldn't act in certain situations and how I handle things more recently I'm learning, I'm getting better at it. I feel like I'm on my way to accomplishing something that people don't even second guess. So I'm addicted to the new song SOMETHING by the new Escape The Fate, with Craig. I can relate so much to the lyrics with some of the relationships I have with friends and so on. Which I posted the lyrics in the blog below, so go check them out and I bet you'll have it on repeat.
xo

Something.[ETF] <3

So now you're running
It's hard to see clearly
When I make you angry
You're stuck in the past
And now you're screaming
So can you forgive me?
I've treated you badly
But I am still here
Sometimes I wonder
Why I'm still waiting
Sometimes I'm shaking
That's how you make me
Sometimes I question
Why I'm still here
Sometimes I think I am going crazy
Can you help me understand?
And now you wish that you meant something
And now you wish that you meant something to somebody else
And now you wish that you met someone
And now you wish that you meant something to somebody else
You look at me through clouded eyes
I know you see through my lies
See the sky, see the stars
All of this could be ours
Out of sight, out of mind
We've been through this a thousand times
Turn your back and then you make me feel so crazy
Can you help me understand?
And now you wish that you meant something
And now you wish that you meant something to somebody else
And now you wish that you met someone
And now you wish that you meant something to somebody else
You know I would wait forever
Yes, I would wait I WOULD WAIT.
You know I would wait FOREVER
Yes, I would wait
And now you wish that you meant something
And now you wish that you meant something to somebody else
And now you wish that you met someone
And now you wish that you meant something to somebody else
AND I'M THE ONE THAT SHOULD MEAN SOMETHING
But still you wish that you meant something to somebody else

There goes another..

So today, was good until this morning in my first period class. I found out that one of my real good friends' was moving back her old place, in a different state. Which I wanted to cry but ya know, I'd feel bad if I made her cry too. She said she wasn't leaving yet for approximately another week so we must spend as much time together as we can. Like you make an instant bond with someone who just moved here or walks into your life, and then they must go, in person. Why? She just got here in August and only about 5 months she's going back. It hurts, when you become really close, over such a short period of time, but we know she'll be back to visit often. Hopefully haha. So the best of wishes Brittany ! We'll keep in contact, ofcoarse.

Other than that, nothing really good has happened, except that I'm seeing Sammmmiiiii this weekend ! :D So hopefully we can go do something with KELLY and Gabby and a few others, everyone will get along greatly with Sam.

So for this shit day could bring good things. Let's be positive, shall we?

xo.

re-united with HALO. Fucking killed 1 dude out of the whole game hahaha. I'm so beast xD. NAHHHT. Other than that today has been pretty damn gooooood. My dad should be coming up soon ! So thrilled. School tomorrow. BLAH. Though I realized, that I think I'm beginning to find my core self. The you inside of you, ahhaa, that is too afraid or just won't come out. I think mine is. Like duuuude, I just don't care anymore about those silly little things in the back of your head. Awh man, I'm just excited, this week seems like it's going to be sick. Gut feelings are what I'm sticking with. Oh and btw, you know who you are. With wearing all that black crap around your eyes which makes you look like shiiiiit, and your bring me the horizon shirts, YOU'RE NOT SCENE BITCH. YOU'RE A FAKE. GET OVER IT. DONE.(; hah I can be a bitch but hey, I don't run my mouth, I STATE FACTS. Peace muthaF.
xo.

Day 2 of Blogging

Don't you hate when you're not friends with someone and they try to not make it obvious that they turned away. It just makes me smile and think, I'm over it and obviously you've got a guilt trip that you caused yourself. I'm so euphoric right now about it. If it snows this weekend, it better snow enough so we don't have school monday. I'm so glad I've inspired someone, like a motivater. I'm so thrilled to have people literally care more about me than I have ever thought they would. I'm excited to meet more people though and all of the surprises in store. I want everyone to be a part of this great year, my gut says so. It's going to be amazing, and if you're not a part of it, you're MISSING OUT. I feel so good right now, I feel tremendous. This post should be a bit better than my first. Don't worry, it'll all get better.
xo

First and Worst Blog

This being my first blog post, hello those reading and interested !
Today was shitty out, all the rain and the cold weather. I hate the cold, it just ruins the day. Along with rain, that's a horrible combination. Other than that, nothing really exciting is happening down here, which is totally lame. I want to go to see Life's Cold Grip in Pompton Lakes on January 16th I believe, with Knuckle Up ! and several others. My mother will NOT drive up there, which sucks so I'm looking for a ride. Going in an hour to get my eyes examined and I might be getting glasses. As my first blog, it sounds painfully boring. Hmm, I'm not sure of what else to write. I get to see my bffffff Sammmiiiii this weekend ! Which is exciting since I haven't seen her in months. Really disappointing, but I'm glad. My first blog is unentertaining, but I can asure those who are reading that the others shall be more interesting to read. I'm done for now.
xo